Yeah. This is not normal and it is getting in the way. I ought to have got this out of my system a long time ago and it demonstrates a certain lack of emotional maturity. But what can I do? Getting rid of protective shell and getting rejected by a broader selection of people at an earlier stage may be way to inure myself to it, but I'm terrified this will end up with me even more of a mess than I am at present.
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Date: 2008-03-18 11:11 am (UTC)