unwelcome attention

I think it must have been idiots night out today.

I had - one guy creep me out on the bus by sitting next to me when in fact I was the only person on the rather large bus.

Several people try to talk to me on my way to the club.

I thought once I'd be in there, I'd be safe - but no. I get two of them in the same night.

Then, after I leave, and am searching for a taxi, I get the odd comment and in particular someone who follows me.

Now, I'm well past the point where I take this as a compliment (which I guess is progress in itself). I find it fucking scary; perhaps more so because I have absolutely no idea how to deal with it other than running away.

Do t-shirts with 'GO AWAY I AM A LESBIAN' written on them actually work?

I think my drink may have been spiked

i feel like absolutely shit now.

I have been unwell the last few hours rather than being able to sleep. I freel incredibyly dry now and am drinking lots and lots of water.

I didn't drink much last night. I had a double vodka and coke, and then part of another vodka and coke, and then stopped. After this I switched to soft drinks and water. I guess I may have left one of these unattended at one point. There was one paticular incident where I returned to a drink and not soon afterwards a creepy guy came and sat excessively close to me.

hmm.

alternatively, this could just becaused by going out two nights in a row. I think that's a more preferabl thing to believe. I haven't got any blackouts - I never do.

[what I didn't mention in this post was that it also fucked with the way I was perceiving time, and made me super-huggy.]